Loss of Faith

Many apologies for not updating sooner, as I have been without internet (and tv) for nearly two weeks. It's annoying to have a company who charges you for things you don't have and when you call them out on it and demand your money they pretend like they have no idea what you are talking about. They owe me $410. I'm not ever going to see a penny of it sadly enough. I don't know what else to do. I'm stuck in an apartment who has a solitary contract with those pricks so no one else is allowed to come. I may have found a way around it all, so I will keep you posted!

I lost one of my drivers this past week. The hard part is the way he died. Humanity. People were people completely selfish. I know it was cold outside but seriously, all these people that passed by lived in the houses right where it happened... you have washers, dryers, showers, and plenty of dry clothes. Get over yourself seriously. My driver had an asthma attack and drove into a lake. No one helped him. People told news cameras that the water was too cold for them. This makes me mad beyond words. One of my other drivers came around about 15 minutes later and saw a car in the lake sinking. He saw people standing around gawking and jumped in. He had no idea he was saving his fellow teammate. Though he was successful, the driver died from brain damage. There were no brain waves and the doctors said if someone had pulled him out sooner, he would have survived. This makes me so disgusted with humanity. A perfectly good life is gone because people are too selfish to care. He was a young father, only 22 years old with a 7 month old son... To each and every person that sat there watching him die, I sincerely hope the same thing happens to you but worse. The only person immune from that wrath is the one guy out of all those people that said he honestly didn't know how to swim. I hope the news anchor that was mocking the entire situation (while seeing the life flight helicopter overhead) loses her job and that someone close to her dies too so she can understand. I normally am not this upset but when someone dies because people stood and watched, then every single person there is guilty of murder. People aren't nice, They don't help one another like they used to. Good samaratins don't even exist. There are only a handful of good, decent people left in the world. I keep wondering why we are all worth saving. How can you save someone who has no soul to begin with? Each of those people that can watch someone die as if it's just a movie, has no soul and is a huge disappointment to society. You disappoint and disgust me.

rest in peace xbox, we will miss you. i know the organs you donated will help people and i hope they are as unselfish as you.