Loss of Faith

Many apologies for not updating sooner, as I have been without internet (and tv) for nearly two weeks. It's annoying to have a company who charges you for things you don't have and when you call them out on it and demand your money they pretend like they have no idea what you are talking about. They owe me $410. I'm not ever going to see a penny of it sadly enough. I don't know what else to do. I'm stuck in an apartment who has a solitary contract with those pricks so no one else is allowed to come. I may have found a way around it all, so I will keep you posted!

I lost one of my drivers this past week. The hard part is the way he died. Humanity. People were people completely selfish. I know it was cold outside but seriously, all these people that passed by lived in the houses right where it happened... you have washers, dryers, showers, and plenty of dry clothes. Get over yourself seriously. My driver had an asthma attack and drove into a lake. No one helped him. People told news cameras that the water was too cold for them. This makes me mad beyond words. One of my other drivers came around about 15 minutes later and saw a car in the lake sinking. He saw people standing around gawking and jumped in. He had no idea he was saving his fellow teammate. Though he was successful, the driver died from brain damage. There were no brain waves and the doctors said if someone had pulled him out sooner, he would have survived. This makes me so disgusted with humanity. A perfectly good life is gone because people are too selfish to care. He was a young father, only 22 years old with a 7 month old son... To each and every person that sat there watching him die, I sincerely hope the same thing happens to you but worse. The only person immune from that wrath is the one guy out of all those people that said he honestly didn't know how to swim. I hope the news anchor that was mocking the entire situation (while seeing the life flight helicopter overhead) loses her job and that someone close to her dies too so she can understand. I normally am not this upset but when someone dies because people stood and watched, then every single person there is guilty of murder. People aren't nice, They don't help one another like they used to. Good samaratins don't even exist. There are only a handful of good, decent people left in the world. I keep wondering why we are all worth saving. How can you save someone who has no soul to begin with? Each of those people that can watch someone die as if it's just a movie, has no soul and is a huge disappointment to society. You disappoint and disgust me.

rest in peace xbox, we will miss you. i know the organs you donated will help people and i hope they are as unselfish as you.

Hello all!

I hope everyone had good safe holidays! I was quite busy between working and also creating. I've made some new goodies I'd like to share!

That's muh ra! She's holding up the stuffed pumpkin i crocheted for her. Since she loves pumpkins, I thought I'd give her one she could have all year =)

That's Whit my other bff and she'd requested rainbow gloves so here they are! I'd love to say that the pattern I made myself, also made the yarn match perfectly, but that's just how it goes!

These are pink hair scrunchies for my niece, a baby hat ( I also made an adult size for a secret santa gift exchange at work) the white scarf for my friend, and the pink scarf for db's mom. =) These were quite welcomed too!

I'm into feathers now, so I'm working with them to see what I can come up with. These are two of four designs I've done so far.

How did your holidays go? I spent mine going around to see my family, and we had a huge nerf gun war that lasted 2 days at dad's house. XD that was crazy. We'll be finding darts for the next year.
I'm so happy I got this book! =) I love reading Nick Spark's books and so far I've read them all. This is his latest and I'm going to start it as soon as I'm done with the commissioned baby blanket I'm working on.











CoverGirl has come out with a new foundation that Taylor Swift is the spokesperson for and I'm quite curious to try it! It is natural, with spf 10 and the reviews on it are good. I'd like to try it also since they are saying it smells good. I can't think of a single foundation that actually smells good so this will be interesting. Ignore the price on the left, I'm sure you can find it cheaper at Walmart! I also want to pick up some more colors of the lip perfection. This lipstick went on smooth and silky and stayed put! Even over the hours I wore it at work, my lips didn't feel like they were drying out. I definitely want more!








I'll have more soon, take care!

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